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Monday, April 26, 2010

Its been a while

Haven update for a while..
Lost the motivation somehow..
I was thinking,
I should finish the post about Japan first cause I still haven't posted the last day in Tokyo..
Uploaded all the photo but was lazy to add in the words..

Wanted to update something cause my friend was asking me what I am up to lately..

Another weird thing is about my friends..
They don't really come to me and ask me how I'm doing or msg me on msn..
Just want to 8 about my life through my blog...
Hmmm.. I'm that scary to talk with? =p
Maybe?

Lately there's a lot going on in college and I found out that my class is amazing!
Classmates are nice, lecturers are good, and timetable is.. WOOHOO!! Since I can have Friday off each week. =p

We've been planning for birthday surprises quite often lately.
Seeing my friend having fun on their birthday is nice.
I like it when its someone's birthday because I enjoy helping them to celebrate too.

Thinking of my friend's birthday remind me of my own too.
Its been years that I haven't pass an enjoyable birthday.
So I'm starting to dislike my own birthday.

Hmmm.. I love the day a lot, and I'm proud of it.
My time of birth is kinda nice, 5th May, Friday and 5 o'clock.
I ever asked my mum before when I was younger,
about why don't she wait few more minutes to make my birth time 5:55?
My mum's answer was, "Are you crazy?? You can't imagine how pain is it!"
LOL Yup I haven't but I will know it one day perhaps. =)
There a lot of bad bad memories about birthdays that I have.
As in it didn't came out how I wish it would.

I've never really had a decent birthday party on my actual date of birthday.
Everyone will be busy studying for mid year exams by that time.
Even if you throw a birthday party, who would be so free to attend it?
So it will end up with a cake bought by my parents and we ate it.
Yup, thats it.
I know I should be grateful because at least I have my family with me.
I didn't say anything is wrong with that, but its just boring somehow.

I think I started a very bad birthday memory since 16?

When I was 16,
I think I just broke up with my ex and I haven't really recovered from the wound that time. 
You know kids, with their first dating experience. HEH HEH.

And when I was 17,
I wanted to throw a big birthday bash after I move in my new house and I have been waiting for years to do that.
Who knows my parents told me that we are only moving 2 weeks after my birthday. =.=||
There goes my party...
I was REALLY UPSET that time.
You know, kids... like parties a lot... its... kinda cool... =p
And so I went to Jusco to get a nice looking Yam flavoured cake for my birthday.
And when I wanted to eat it.
I found out it was a rotten cake. OH GOOD. 
I basically smashed the whole cake with the cake knife. =(

18th birthday,
I was always thinking about something special for this day!
It means you're officially an adult in Malaysia!
(Not really adult, half adult I assume cause you still cant vote for election.)
Who knows I'll end up in National Service??
So I passed my birthday in the camp in some random jungle.. T____T
There goes the birthday that is suppose to be something special..
Not to say being with some of my friends that I knew there is bad, but I expected other stuff for all these years.. Hmmm...
Plus I'm going through a lot of issues with my family and studies that time..
It was really a hard time for me..

19th birthday,
I had a surprise from Dar and he made me cry.
Thats something I'll never forget.
But that's pre-celebration.
I forget if anything really happen on my birthday anyway. BORING.

20th birthday,
I had my first birthday party?
Only at the age of 20. WTH.
And its also a pre-celebration cause my best buddies wont be around Ipoh during my birthday. =(

I don't know why, but I always find myself crying on my birthdays. 
And its not for good reasons.
I tend to get EMO on my own birthdays and thats not good.

21st birthday....
Something I assume it should be special...
Real special because its really something...

Maybe I should plan something to get rid of my bad birthdays that have been stuck with me for few years?

I have already received some early birthday presents from my parents.
I only get presents on 21st birthday.
Special case this year I guess. =)


A very special thanks to Ms Belle (My best buddy ever) because she promised that she'll celebrate with me =)
Not on the actual day because she know I want to spend with someone else. =p (Forever understanding)
But it really makes me feel much better. *HUGS*


I came across this very cacat but yet attractive cake when I was google-ing. HAHAHA


I think I prefer other people's birthday because I like giving other people surprises!!
Its fun seeing people's reaction when they are surprised!!

Another thing that I'm crazy over lately is...
FREE STUFF??
I mean not only me, I mean my gang..LOLLLLLL
I got new nickname because of my actions lately.
Aunty Tracy =))
Why the hell they think that I, TRAECY LIEW YEE MUN TAK BOLEH TAKE FREE GIFTS???
LOLLLL A number of people found that I'm being FARNEY.. LOL.. but I just enjoy doing that..
So I'm a potential aunty in future!
Heading to that direction in fact. XD

The stuff we got in college's Career Fair! XDDDD

Well, there's another fair today. IT Fair. XDDDD
Free stuff again!
Cute right??

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